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♥ Tuesday, August 31 ♥
think this song's nice too..
its fer -yOu-.. really had fun today. From This Moment On From this moment life has begun From this moment you are the one Right beside you is where I belong From this moment on From this moment I have been blessed I live only for your happiness And for your love I'd give my last breath From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start You and I will never be apart My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment on You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above All we need is just the two of us My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment I will love you I will love you as long as I live From this moment on _fEeLiNg dELiGhTeD_  left her thoughts ♥ 10:08:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 30 ♥
I AM FURIOUS....
not sayin why. BUT I AM FURIOUS...!!!!!!!!! _sUpER FuRiOuS_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:13:00 PM
♥ Sunday, August 29 ♥
I CANT BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE CAN BE SOOO GROSS...
I HATE BIG FAT BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.............. _hElL tO fAt bItcHeS_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:17:00 PM
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written a poem.
this is for you.... you know who u are... - YoU aNd mE - Dawning upon my memories, all that's left of you and me. We had so much to share, but now i'm living in despair. As you gloat over our past, those bitter-sweet memories we had, will always be close to my heart. A tragic ending to our relationship. is now a living nightmare to me. I have to go on, without you here with me. Many a times, you whispered into my ears, of words i wanted to hear. It sent my heart skipping, never did it stopped beating. This was how much you meant to me. But its all over now. The pain in my heart, Is slowly subsiding. As days pass, i'll grow stronger, like never before. And i'll be on my own two feet again. That was you, And this is me. - wRitTeN bY cHeRyL[24] - _sAdDeNeD_ left her thoughts ♥ 3:39:00 PM
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i slpt fer 11 hours and i'm feelin so lethargic.
had acc tuition yest. gonna haf it again today... i'm dead. s.s and hist mock xam's on wed. and i'm not even 1/4 way thru s.s.. maybe i shall go fer one... i dunno..... arh....... i miss you. wonderin when i'm gonna see you again.... _eMpTy_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:22:00 AM
♥ Saturday, August 28 ♥
pract went quite well fer me yest..
after sch,met *cal*,*cass*,*elaine* and *aj*. went town after that.... went monks yest.. prolly to see my friends fer da last time.. wad a pleasant surprise.. no one was there.. haha.. but was with *bj*,*cal*.. and *jovan* was there.. missed her so so so so much... miss dancin with her... been a long time since i last saw her... miss her.... after monks. me,*cal*,*bj* and *lili* went golden cafe... den *dan* came n joined us.. slacked awhile den sent *bj* and *cal* home.. den went ta pierce reservoir. nice time with him... overall..was a pretty good day. _cOnTeNtEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:21:00 AM
♥ Thursday, August 26 ♥
so tired....
from da time i stepped into da house.. bathed...till 8pm been doin art.. and only painted 2 pathetic indian dancers... ARHHHHHH........ I'M DOOMED!!!!!!!!!!!! NooOOOoo..... tomolo get practical... both chem and bio... alright... i did look thru bio... how bout chem?? guess i gotta wake up at 4am again... aniwae,need to go sch only at 9.15am.. so perhaps... i can slp till 8am..hee... ok......can la..... hopefully........ This is all so crappy babe...... missin someone..... _tIrEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:56:00 PM
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Wed
was a pretty tirin day... art...was a mess... gotta hand up my blardy final piece... show it to Mrs Khoo summore... i dunno how i'm gonna finish... thot my day wld be dreadful.. but it wasnt. Thank Goodness my day ended with a smile. ____________________________________ FREAK...i juz remembered i've got practical tomolo... fer prelims summore... die..how to study and do tt stupid art of mine.... oh well...-tHiNk PoSitIvelY- i can do it..... -keEpiNg fiNgErS cRoSSeD- i hope i wont break any test tubes.... all da best to those takin practical tomolo!... _cOnTeNtEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:07:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 23 ♥
ok.it seems like my world came crashin down.
once again. as i sat in my room. i cried buckets. after wad SHE said to me. everytime she called, be it long or short conversations, i cried after da calls. cried like there was no tomolo... so upset. cried to slp. woke up at 3am. cried all da way till i had to go to sch. with red swollen eyes. worse of all. i cried while singing da national anthem. tell me,is this all worth it? is this pain, worth to bear? i was there for u when u needed someone.. someone who cld help u thru your Os, your difficult times with THAT SUMONE else. now,its my turn to take my Os. WHERE DA FUCK ARE YOU? forget it. save da words for yourself. i know it all..... _fuCk Da wOrlD_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:03:00 PM
♥ Sunday, August 22 ♥
reallly had a wonderful day yest.
i loved dinner... candle light dinner.... i was lost for words... beautiful night it was... captivating scenery... i loved every monent of it. thank you so much... __________________________________________________ Truly Madly Deeply-savage garden I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah.. I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever,Until the sky falls down on me... And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of.. The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever,Until the sky falls down on me... Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you. All that you need will surely come... I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need. I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do... I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me... I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna live like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me... oh yeah... oh yeah _dElIgHtEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 7:14:00 PM
♥ Thursday, August 19 ♥
MY CLASS'S SO SWEET!!!!!!!!....
thanx guys.... so sweet of u guys... they conspired.... gave me a pleasant surprise today... it all started when *KUKU* asked me to accompany her to da loo. she wanted to do sum "BIG BUSINESS".. but da toilets had no toilet papers... so she made me go to da sec 3 level in search fer toliet papers... after awhile,she asked me to go back to class... hurried me la... but i wanted to drink water... so took my time... aniwae,walked to class,passed 4e1. den *FEL* came running to me sayin tt our class had a black out.... but...i juz passed 4e1 and they had lights wad.. hhahaha... juz den,i entered da class, i saw candles... and they sang me a birthday song... it took me by surprised... SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!.... ARHHHHHHHHHH........................ THANX GUYS....TT WAS A WONDERFUL SURPRISE... LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS..ESPECIALLY *MERSER*... WAD A WONDERFUL BDAE TREAT FER ME.... aniwae,stayed back in sch till 8.45pm to study... _hApPy_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:44:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 18 ♥
alrite.was pretty pissed today.
Pillai told me off. juz becoz i didnt pass up my monthly letter. no teacher told me off before.... first time sia. aniwae. she's been pickin on me recently. all becoz my dad went up to talk to her.. freak it. went for facial today... pretty ok... i'm gonna be broke........ i missed you today. _mE_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:17:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 17 ♥
ok.was slackin in sch today.
had like 3 hours free??.. didnt noe tt slackin cld be so boring.. haha... aniwae... i'm prepared to wake up at 3am to study, all da way till it's time for sch. i did tt da day before.... so i'm gonna start doin it. =) ________________________________________ Evergreen-Will Young Eyes, like a sunrise Like a rainfall Down my soul And I wonder, I wonder why you look at me like that What you're thinking, What's behind Don't tell me, but it feels like love Chorus I'm gonna take this moment and make it last forever I'm gonna give my heart away and pray we'll stay together ´Cause you're the one good reason You're the only girl that I need ´Cause you´re more beautiful than I have ever seen I´m gonna take this night and make it Evergreen Touch, like an angel Like velvet to my skin And I wonder, Wonder why you wanna stay the night What you´re dreaming What´s behind Don´t tell me, but it feels like love Chorus I'm gonna take this moment and make it last forever I'm gonna give my heart away and pray we'll stay together ´Cause you're the one good reason You're the only girl that I need ´Cause you´re more beautiful than I have ever seen I´m gonna take this night and make it Evergreen Im gonna take this night and make it evergreen, We can make it last for ever more, (Dont tell me but it feels like love) Chorus I'm gonna take this moment and make it last forever I'm gonna give my heart away and pray we'll stay together ´Cause you're the one good reason You're the only girl that I need ´Cause you´re more beautiful than I have ever seen I´m gonna take this night and make it Evergreen... _sMilInG_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:53:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 16 ♥
ok.supposed to stay back in sch to sudy.
but ended up goin out to eat n headed home. din really slp much yest. did my work till late. slpt fer a few hours. woke up at 4am, studied n did my work till da time i hadta go sch. it seems like a few years since i last saw u... but it has only been a few days. am missin you... _hOpE tO seE u SoOn_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:38:00 PM
♥ Sunday, August 15 ♥
ok...i scalded myself during lunch today.
took a bowl of hot soup from da pot. juz as i was about to drink it, da bowl fell from my hands, crashed onto da table, and da soup splashed onto my thighs... had red thighs fer bout 1/2 an hour..haha -OuCh-.... when my shorts brush against my thighs, pain sia... aniwae.... I MISS YOU!!!!.. i've been thinkin bout u.. i miss da times i had with you. i really enjoyed it. u wanted to noe if da feeling is mutual, i noe it is.. but i'm unsure... i'm afraid to start anew with you. i'm afraid of what da outcome might be. i dun want it to be like before... i'm afraid.so afraid.. my heart doesnt want me to love animore. its like a barrier for me now.. this fear i have...... _fEaRfUL_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:09:00 PM
♥ Saturday, August 14 ♥
came back frm sch...
tired.... missing sumone... i wonder...... how things will be for me... aniwae, had english oral fer o level yest... i tink it went pretty well.... was smiling when i came out of da examination room... it was kinda like a conversaton with da teachers.... they laughed n i laughed too... -shrugs-.... i dunno how i'll do... met up with *dan*.. went marche to eat.. den went for ballet....... tirin day yest............... _tIrEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 3:26:00 PM
♥ Thursday, August 12 ♥
got back my O level Chinese results...I GOTTA 'B'..... OH MY GOSH!!!!!!.... i cldnt believe it...i was expecting a C... left her thoughts ♥ 6:13:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 10 ♥
ok.tried to do some work today..
did a little of my art... studyin s.s.. went -zOuK- yest..fer da closing party for Nation'04... pretty ok...den *daniel* & I went to geylang to eat you tiao.. haha..... well...feelin tired.but i'll try to finish studyin..... _cOnTenTeD_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:37:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 9 ♥
Fu*k tHiS sHiT.... i cant take it anymore. everytime i look at you, i'll remember the hell u've put me thru. i wanna forget,but i cant... its too painful for me. i just want you to noe... i've tried to love you, but da hell has putta stop to it. i wanna reach out to u, but the thick membrane of brokeness, is like a wall of hopelessness.. i can nv get thru to u. i dun want it to be like this. but how did it start? juz f*ck tt bitch... you'll always be a bitch in my eyes. now and forever... _pAiNfUl_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:46:00 AM
♥ Saturday, August 7 ♥
soo bored..cant study..
had accounts tuition from 12.30 till 3pm.. realli tired..after that,fell aslp till 7pm... sighs.. maybe da relationship's falling..... i dunno if salvaging it matters animore.. i dunno if it'll even make things better. feel like givin up... perhaps she feels da same way too.. i dunno..... if it wasnt for the recent DRAMA.... thing's wldnt be like this.... but wads done is done..... i cant help myself frm feeling this way. i feel so sick and tired of it all... sick and tired of this kinda relationship... it wont work out... my heart has died.... i feel no more. its numb... the numbness contributed to faded feelings........ _i bEcAme So nUmB_ left her thoughts ♥ 7:28:00 PM
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ok.woke up at 9 today...
came home at 6am.. went to watch "the villiage" quite a ok story... a cliff hanger kinda show... u wont noe da ending of da story.. *daniel* came to pick me up frm home.. drove to cine to meet *fel* & *elaine*... they were kinda half dead when we got there... went burger king fer awhile and den we played pool.... met another *daniel* there... haha.... how co-incidental... aniwae... after da show.... *daniel* drove all of us to toa payoh to meet *calvin*... den we slacked there a little and *daniel* sent me home.. tts all.... _lItTlE tIrEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:06:00 AM
♥ Friday, August 6 ♥
juz came home frm sch...
most of my friends are out... i'm home.... havin tuition at 3.. sighs..... cried myself to slp last nite... i feel....... i dunno....words cant describe how i'm feeling... nvm... i'll be gone... _gOnE fOr gOoD_ left her thoughts ♥ 11:23:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 4 ♥
came back not long ago..
aniwae. Wanna thank *Cara*,*fel lim*,*merser* & *charity* , for makin today's worship successful.. WELL DONE GUYS... I LOVE YOU.... *cara*,u played well... *merser*,*charity*...great singing.... *fel*..great playin too... had chapel today..and we all lead in worship... it went well..... i'm so glad.... and..OMG....i went for facial today.... da woman squeezed my black heads like there was no tomorrow... hahaha........ 5 times worse den how i squeeze my blackkies..... she removed my blackkies till i teared... but.. i guess...it helped.. I'M BROKE!!!!!!!!......... goin back again....2 wks later.... haha... _haPpY tOdAy_ left her thoughts ♥ 8:49:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 3 ♥
stayed in sch till 7pm today.
studied... pretty satisfied with myself. learnt stuff that i didnt know... did maths.... but towards da end... those who stayed back to study started tellin jokes.. so we were kinda like laughing all da way... feeling down... very down... her feelins fer me faded. i juz feel that i'm not da one in her heart. there's someone else. i feel like giving up. feelin so cold towards her... cold yet sad... contradicting yea? i dunno. help..... i feel miserable.. so miserable....... _mIsErY fiLlS mY lIfE_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:04:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 2 ♥
FUCK DA BITCH in DA HOUSE!!!!!!!
now that i wanna study, i decided that i wanna stay back in sch... coz sch'll close at 7 plus so as to allow us to study... so..i wanted to make full use of it. at least i haf no distractions in sch.. i wont be tempted to use da phone,comp or slp. THAT WAS WHAT I HAD IN MIND......... told *nithya* to stay back too... THANX TO YOU,BITCH....... when i wanna study,you object... when i dun study,you SCREAM... FUCK YOUSELF............ I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! she said,"why muz u study in sch when u can study at home?"... I DUN UNDERSTAND HER!!!!!!!!!!!!......... I REALLY DUN....... _fUck yOu BiTcH_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:04:00 PM
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ok,i got back my chem paper today.
took it last wk... i mus say,it made my day... scored a 77% overall. well.... i did study fer da test... guess my studyin paid off... i'm happy!!....yep..... _hApPy fOR oNcE_ left her thoughts ♥ 5:34:00 PM
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havin recess now.
dozed off fer awhile durng maths juz now... -yawnz-.. havin mixed feelings.. i dunno what i want... i'm undecided.... soon... i'll know da answers.. hopfully, soon,i'll know what i want... for now,i shall continue to wonder....... _cHeRyL[24]_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:24:00 AM
♥ Sunday, August 1 ♥
had a pretty good slp yest nite.
Not until a Piece of paper flew onto my face... it made me jump out of bed... In da middle of da nite... how wonderful... and my ma NAGGED me out of bed at 8.... nice one..... oh o.. supposed to meet *sean* last nite.... oops..... nvm.... gonna haf tuition later.. feel like slpin now... damn.. cant study again... hafnt been studyin... crap..... _iRRiTaNT_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:06:00 AM
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